Strange posts, what exactly is going on?

by Cesco Emmanuel

Since November, my life has changed, taken a sudden turn and I have to re-arrange my entire world now.

It has not been an easy time, in fact, it’s been the hardest time of my life really. I’ve had a few crappy things happen to me over the years (then again, who doesn’t?), but this whole experience has been the worst. To say it has been a challenge would be a bloody understatement.

My life will never be the same. Some days I feel as if I’m in mourning. Other days, I’m just grateful the outcome wasn’t worse. Some days I have a barrage of emotions that hijack my brain and tire me out.

Today was a good day though. The sun was just perfect and there was a nice breeze blowing and I made the most of practicing, I have my classical guitar exams in April.

Musically, there’s hope for another Kobo Town tour this summer, we’ll see what happens. I love touring.

Life sure is unpredictable, and messy.

I plan to write about my health and life sometime in the near future, but not now, when the dust settles and I can assess the situation and outcome with a clearer head.

For anyone wondering what in the heck is going on with me, all I can say is that I’m ok, trying to be the best I can and recovering one step at a time.

Time. That’s all we have really.

In spite of all this, I’ve been trying to practice as much as possible and by golly, I think I’m getting the kinks out of my playing, but I really have to plug along and sometimes force myself to practice.

Strangely, whenever I do, I’m always happy that I did make the effort.

Music is truly a miracle.